Amazed again at how variable things are... or at least my life... erm... make that my moods... =)
While studying for my AA exam in the morning, I had the sudden inspiration/mood to write a poem...
Ya... gotta admit that I was brooding and obsessing... never ever wrote poetry in a good mood. hee...
Ha! but since I've already written it, might as well put it up... Waste not, want not mah!
There's no need for me to do Prac Crit on my little verse right? Shall assume my friends are all relatively arty farty (ew... what's the smell?) and can understand...
While studying for my AA exam in the morning, I had the sudden inspiration/mood to write a poem...
Ya... gotta admit that I was brooding and obsessing... never ever wrote poetry in a good mood. hee...
Ha! but since I've already written it, might as well put it up... Waste not, want not mah!
One week more to go,
Once more I would know:
Flux is not abnormal,
It's inexorable.
Deep gnawing sorrow,
A tribute to lie
fallow. Amplify,
My sacrifice that's non-Judeo.
It's quite amazing,
What one week can do...
There's no need for me to do Prac Crit on my little verse right? Shall assume my friends are all relatively arty farty (ew... what's the smell?) and can understand...
Anyway, the point of today's nonsense is that... despite the indications in the day that I'll be totally down and all. I'm actually feeling quite happy now lah... yea!
Coz ah, first HT came to pay homage at my wooden throne. HT's such a reality check friend... haha... what a phrase... so honest she never fails to make me happy. Really, it is not oxymoronic. She puts my screwed up mind in such clear perspective sometimes. But today, we just bitched. Ha... What else is new right? Told her bout my recent escapades with the "qi-sin" guy... which always cheers me up coz Mr Qi-sin was just so ridiculous that I'm still super incredulous when I recount the whole incident. Then HT told me bout "Tiara"... Ho Ho... I'm sorry if no one but me gets this part. But its just so freakin funny how members of the opposite sex can be so erm... nuts.
Pun absolutely intended.
K, know I promised never to make my entries like diaries. Coz it does end up like the "I studied, I talked to xyz... " Lagi boring lah!
But must say that I know what cheers me up. Making new friends and just talking nonsense to ppl... finally went to talk to this hi-bye friend for the first time. Little did I guess that L and I talked for like 2 hours! Wow! Amazing how L totally sucked up all my energy after that... ha... told K that he sucked up all my "yang qi". But was just cool that considering I never had a proper conversation with L, yakking for so long at one time was amazing...
For all of those uninitiated out there. This is what excessive studying and loneliness does to you.
You just randomly grab at company.
Poor L got me... haha...
Just so amazed that I know so clearly now that I just need quality company.
Just so amazed that I can be so tired and still blog.
Just so amazed that my bro nags at me to get offline...
Just so amazed that you're reading this. =)
Shoo... go add a comment so that it wun look like I'm talking to myself. Ha...
Drifting off to sleep now...
cLoUd DriFteD bY @ Monday, November 22, 2004 |
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