Feeling really shitty now… really pissed off with I dunno what.
First of, just bloody got insulted by my mom that I don’t appreciate home and that after looking at my photos, I don’t really want to do com service but am just interested in going to play with friends. All because I made a passing remark that I’ve an offer to go Aceh for a week.
What the heck?
Just because I don’t tell you everything means that you can assume that what you hear is everything can? Don’t assume. Freaking pissed me off…
Heard also today that my ex has a new girlfriend. Heck! He was supposed to tell me first! Bloody hell…whatever promises/pact one makes is always cancelled after a relationship ends. Come to think of it, he said that AFTER we broke up…What still be friends? What I’ll still be here for you? Sod it lah… I feel so disrespected. What am I? Your time-filler? To be totally erased and eradicated after so called love ends?
While I’m at it, might as well curse QS as well. Damned guy blocked or deleted me from his msn I think. That and other things that he does to extract himself. Bloody hell! Do I resemble a virus? Do I feed off your rotting flesh? Is there a need to be so bloody anally antiseptic? Arsehole.
(Hah! I love the imagery.)
Hate being a woman sometimes. Fucking emotions.
I’m so frustrated I feel like crying.
And screaming.
The worst thing is that I don’t even know what’s irking me.
Gosh! I hate *&^%$#@!
K, at least some of that unidentifiable god-knows-what is out of my system.
And I’m sorry that my foul words have sullied your eyes.
Argh…Shit... why do I even bother.
First of, just bloody got insulted by my mom that I don’t appreciate home and that after looking at my photos, I don’t really want to do com service but am just interested in going to play with friends. All because I made a passing remark that I’ve an offer to go Aceh for a week.
What the heck?
Just because I don’t tell you everything means that you can assume that what you hear is everything can? Don’t assume. Freaking pissed me off…
Heard also today that my ex has a new girlfriend. Heck! He was supposed to tell me first! Bloody hell…whatever promises/pact one makes is always cancelled after a relationship ends. Come to think of it, he said that AFTER we broke up…What still be friends? What I’ll still be here for you? Sod it lah… I feel so disrespected. What am I? Your time-filler? To be totally erased and eradicated after so called love ends?
While I’m at it, might as well curse QS as well. Damned guy blocked or deleted me from his msn I think. That and other things that he does to extract himself. Bloody hell! Do I resemble a virus? Do I feed off your rotting flesh? Is there a need to be so bloody anally antiseptic? Arsehole.
(Hah! I love the imagery.)
Hate being a woman sometimes. Fucking emotions.
I’m so frustrated I feel like crying.
And screaming.
The worst thing is that I don’t even know what’s irking me.
Gosh! I hate *&^%$#@!
K, at least some of that unidentifiable god-knows-what is out of my system.
And I’m sorry that my foul words have sullied your eyes.
Argh…Shit... why do I even bother.
cLoUd DriFteD bY @ Wednesday, January 12, 2005 |
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