What I know I should do has finally been done. After the moment of relief, there was a whole lot of poignancy, and now… it’s a funny feeling I don’t know how to describe. Regret? Loneliness? Sadness?
I dunno dude, I can just say that it is a funny feeling. Maybe uneasiness is a better word…
Time to be surrounded by friends again! =) Like I often say, “Life has a wonderful way of working out” so…
I’ll hop on the bus, forget about us… la la la la la….and tie a yellow ribbon round the old, oak treeeeeeeeeeeee!
I sound nuts. Halfway there most likely…
Oh, remind me of my resolution can? Made a couple of months ago to not be romantically involved with anyone until I sort myself out and become a better person. I better not forget that again, or I’ll just grow progressively crazier and crazier… and in the process, drag other people through the mud.
Tsk tsk… such a horrible, naughty girl. Deserves to be smacked…
Learn to trust people.
Learn to love myself.
Ok, enough rambling. The people who know and who are supposed to know will know by now…