This week is a week full of screw ups.
I screwed up my work.
I screwed other people up.
I screwed up.
Coz I forgot that I’m a screwup.
There are so so so many issues and conflicts within me… too much, too complex and perhaps too dark to air in a platform like this. But like I tell my mom: don’t let your reasons be your excuses.
So now, I’m standing here. Kinda bare and naked… waiting, anticipating the first slash of the whip to hit me.
In a way, scouring and pain are self-purifying.