The day ended quite well.
Woke up in the morning feeling worried about my first paper and sent out a round of SMSes to people whom I knew would keep their promise to pray for me. They didn’t disappoint. =)
So even though I detoured to the mental playground for a while in the afternoon… I’m sure you’ll see the outburst when you scroll down… Heh! I’m in a smiley, peaceful mood now. It’s a rare, beautiful moment these days. And even though I have another paper tomorrow, I just wanna make a note of it. To share the enjoyment, the blissful indulgence of being with myself with you. =)
For some unknown reason, I’m just beaming now. Wow… This joy that radiates is so pleasing. Just this wave of: I’m happy and I love myself… indescribable.
Savoring this moment of me by myself.
*beamz*
Gosh… this is better than being in love. Haha! Really… I can’t find words to explain nor sketch it. So, sorry… can’t share me with you today.
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Before my exam at four plus, even though I didn’t cover everything, I felt so unbothered about the paper. It wasn’t one of those given up therefore calm situations, but this general assurance that really, “In the end, it’ll be ok. If it ain’t ok, then it ain’t the end”. A sort of confidence in providence that “life has its way of working out”…
After I got off the bus, at my house, I smelt this really sweet scent, probably from a tree nearby. Similar to the sweet aroma that this tree at the bus stop in school (before com centre, opposite the field outside LT11, go smell it k?) emits. The waft just jolted me into this lightness of mood.
I took the longer path back home, the one that would allow me to walk under the stars alone. It was nice…
This is nice.
*smilez*
(My cheeks are literally aching from the constant smiling.)
K, I know in context with the “schizophrenic” posts before this, (In iTz words! :p) this post is quite out of place. I know I do swing up and down but today, this moment is really just exceptionally beautiful.
Wish you were here to bask in this as well. =)
Woke up in the morning feeling worried about my first paper and sent out a round of SMSes to people whom I knew would keep their promise to pray for me. They didn’t disappoint. =)
So even though I detoured to the mental playground for a while in the afternoon… I’m sure you’ll see the outburst when you scroll down… Heh! I’m in a smiley, peaceful mood now. It’s a rare, beautiful moment these days. And even though I have another paper tomorrow, I just wanna make a note of it. To share the enjoyment, the blissful indulgence of being with myself with you. =)
For some unknown reason, I’m just beaming now. Wow… This joy that radiates is so pleasing. Just this wave of: I’m happy and I love myself… indescribable.
Savoring this moment of me by myself.
*beamz*
Gosh… this is better than being in love. Haha! Really… I can’t find words to explain nor sketch it. So, sorry… can’t share me with you today.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Before my exam at four plus, even though I didn’t cover everything, I felt so unbothered about the paper. It wasn’t one of those given up therefore calm situations, but this general assurance that really, “In the end, it’ll be ok. If it ain’t ok, then it ain’t the end”. A sort of confidence in providence that “life has its way of working out”…
After I got off the bus, at my house, I smelt this really sweet scent, probably from a tree nearby. Similar to the sweet aroma that this tree at the bus stop in school (before com centre, opposite the field outside LT11, go smell it k?) emits. The waft just jolted me into this lightness of mood.
I took the longer path back home, the one that would allow me to walk under the stars alone. It was nice…
This is nice.
*smilez*
(My cheeks are literally aching from the constant smiling.)
K, I know in context with the “schizophrenic” posts before this, (In iTz words! :p) this post is quite out of place. I know I do swing up and down but today, this moment is really just exceptionally beautiful.
Wish you were here to bask in this as well. =)
cLoUd DriFteD bY @ Wednesday, April 27, 2005 |
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