Met some new people today including this girl who’s interested in going diving during the hols! Yeah! *does a little jiggle* Looks like there’s some hope for my seems-so-far-away diving trip. Wanted to go diving since CNY last year… actually, probably earlier than that… Wish me luck k? That I can find nice fun ppl to go with, none of my existing khakis are keen on being submerged under water. Now just gotta find money…Hmm…
Slept with this guy today.
Did that get you? Haha! To be specific, we were watching some media in the library for film exam this wed and we were both so bored and tired that we fell asleep! It’s so strange coz everybody else was like hogging the terminals and we were at the “hot” DVD playing station with the film playing but sleeping. Haha! Quite nonsense…
Well, essentially, after sleeping together, we gave up studying and packed up. The thing with laughing and talking a lot is that I exhaust myself… both emotionally and physically. Such that I become tired and feel zapped of energy, then moodiness follows. That explains the utilization of the happiness quota.
Anyway, that’s another of my totally pointless, warped theories. Not impt.
American Lit paper today was S-H-I-T. The only consolation is that many people found it to be so too… Darn!
After my blogging craze the last couple of weeks, I seem to have lost steam… exhausted my internal no-of-post quota? Haha! I need to stop thinking that there are limitations everywhere.
I also need to stop thinking that I’m fat and ugly and stupid.
It’s actually quite a common phenomenal, that people who know that they’re not fat and ugly and stupid continue to think that they’re so. Or even like me, when I have my periods of optimism, I would still think in that mode. Like, I’m not going to the school gym coz everybody’s beautiful and perfect there. In reality, it’s just a distorted view of things coz not everyone there is like that and no one is going to laugh at you anyway. And ideally, one really shouldn’t bother with what other people think of you.
Sin boldly but do the right thing? (Think it is from Martin Luther)
Well, better go now… gonna teach little kiddos tmr. =)
And yea, before I forget… check out Sunday Times!
Slept with this guy today.
Did that get you? Haha! To be specific, we were watching some media in the library for film exam this wed and we were both so bored and tired that we fell asleep! It’s so strange coz everybody else was like hogging the terminals and we were at the “hot” DVD playing station with the film playing but sleeping. Haha! Quite nonsense…
Well, essentially, after sleeping together, we gave up studying and packed up. The thing with laughing and talking a lot is that I exhaust myself… both emotionally and physically. Such that I become tired and feel zapped of energy, then moodiness follows. That explains the utilization of the happiness quota.
Anyway, that’s another of my totally pointless, warped theories. Not impt.
American Lit paper today was S-H-I-T. The only consolation is that many people found it to be so too… Darn!
After my blogging craze the last couple of weeks, I seem to have lost steam… exhausted my internal no-of-post quota? Haha! I need to stop thinking that there are limitations everywhere.
I also need to stop thinking that I’m fat and ugly and stupid.
It’s actually quite a common phenomenal, that people who know that they’re not fat and ugly and stupid continue to think that they’re so. Or even like me, when I have my periods of optimism, I would still think in that mode. Like, I’m not going to the school gym coz everybody’s beautiful and perfect there. In reality, it’s just a distorted view of things coz not everyone there is like that and no one is going to laugh at you anyway. And ideally, one really shouldn’t bother with what other people think of you.
Sin boldly but do the right thing? (Think it is from Martin Luther)
Well, better go now… gonna teach little kiddos tmr. =)
And yea, before I forget… check out Sunday Times!
cLoUd DriFteD bY @ Saturday, April 30, 2005 |
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