I’m really living moment to moment today. First of, I’m really thankful that I got an extension for my essay, plus Dr John was really kind about it. I really couldn’t get any work done this morning… another one of those 200 words in 2 hours days.
With the super mood swings and all, I’m falling back on my be-occupied-every-moment strategy. Thanks a mil to JY for being on call. =) I call and make her talk to me. Babe, I hope I’ll be there for you like you are for me one day. Wait… take that back. That was a curse. Ha! Hope you’ll never need me like I need you…
Gonna be writing a lot these few days to direct my mind at something else. I think once I keep things within me, I tend to brood and magnify the issue. Then things start to take mutative proportions. Kinda like how the dark can make perfectly innocuous things cast big, scary shadows.
Just crossed my mind that I really am very talkative. *grinz* Talking to think, talking to divert my attention, babbling on and on… yak yak yak…
Let’s see how this work: assume that I talk because I feel uneasy. This reflects a lack of inner peace within. Therefore, when would I know I’m senang-diri (at ease) with someone? When there’s companionable silence…
But then again, imagine being with your soul-mate and keeping silent for the next 60 years… Hmm… yucks.
Oh yea, and did you realize that by analyzing my last statement, you can find out how old I intend to live and how old I wanna get married. Haha!
Life/ Lively index on the rise now!
With the super mood swings and all, I’m falling back on my be-occupied-every-moment strategy. Thanks a mil to JY for being on call. =) I call and make her talk to me. Babe, I hope I’ll be there for you like you are for me one day. Wait… take that back. That was a curse. Ha! Hope you’ll never need me like I need you…
Gonna be writing a lot these few days to direct my mind at something else. I think once I keep things within me, I tend to brood and magnify the issue. Then things start to take mutative proportions. Kinda like how the dark can make perfectly innocuous things cast big, scary shadows.
Just crossed my mind that I really am very talkative. *grinz* Talking to think, talking to divert my attention, babbling on and on… yak yak yak…
Let’s see how this work: assume that I talk because I feel uneasy. This reflects a lack of inner peace within. Therefore, when would I know I’m senang-diri (at ease) with someone? When there’s companionable silence…
But then again, imagine being with your soul-mate and keeping silent for the next 60 years… Hmm… yucks.
Oh yea, and did you realize that by analyzing my last statement, you can find out how old I intend to live and how old I wanna get married. Haha!
Life/ Lively index on the rise now!
cLoUd DriFteD bY @ Monday, April 11, 2005 |
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